Will our faith have children?

Maria stood in front of the enormous Mall of America and said, “Good people of Minnesota, I see how extremely religious you are in every way. For as we went through the mall and looked carefully at the objects of your worship, we found among them an altar with the inscription ‘In God we Trust.’”

Her friend Stephanie always spent Saturdays at the mall with her. Somewhere between puzzled, amused, and aghast, Stephanie wondered what had gotten into her friend with this religion stuff. She smacked on her chewing gum and asked nervously, “What has happened to you Maria? These people out here are going to think you have gone nuts. Frankly I was thinking that myself, but then again I know how prone to practical jokes you are.” Stephanie paused. “You are OK aren’t you?”

Maria looked back at her friend while people going into the mall stopped and gathered into a circle. Minnesotans are polite people. They don’t want to tell somebody to buzz off, but they will in fact circle around a curiosity. Maria had become the latest source of interesting things that happened at the mall that Saturday. She replied “I’m sorry, Steph, I must have gotten the rapture or something. I was just thinking of Paul’s speech to the people of Athens. I mean have you ever noticed how much like a cathedral this mall is?”

“We did sort of make a pilgrimage after all” Stephanie observed. “Our families came all the way up here from Muskogee, Oklahoma just to shop in the world’s largest mall. Did you know that they have 8 acres of skylights in the ceilings?” “Oh you read the same stuff on the web site that I did”, Maria said. “Did you know that you could fit 32 Boeing 737 aircraft inside the mall, or that 40 million people visit the mall every year, or that 16 million people are just here as tourists? They never buy anything … Can you imagine?” Stephanie interrupted. “They’re not power shoppers like us. I spent weeks making up my list. Dad said when I turned 15, I could take a friend up here to the mall. I’m glad you came here with me.”

“Look at that group over there”, Maria exclaimed. “Are they models shooting a movie, or is this for real?” Stephanie replied, “This mall has had over 5,000 weddings performed in the chapel since they opened. Wouldn’t it be awesome to get married here? [gushing] I mean you and your husband could just go shopping on your honeymoon!”

“Come on Steph. We’ve got some shopping to do!”

In a scene repeated week after week all over the country, our children find meaning in life, relevance, a sense of purpose, social belonging, personal identity, and fulfillment at the local shopping mall. In a very real sense, the god of commerce has become the deity of our modern cathedrals. A recent book title says it all, “Will Our Faith have Children?”

Will our faith have children? Our competition is not only the youth group down the street, it is the lure of the mall, the siren call of commercialism that tells us that to be happy you must make a lot of money and spend a lot of money. To be respected, commercialism says you must wear the right clothes, listen to the right music and know about all the right products to own and places to see. To get ahead in life you must be willing to bully the weaker people and get what you want. And of course to really fit in, some of our children are falsely taught to develop the attitude that they earned everything they have and they deserve it.

Our culture and even some churches continue to teach the old heresy that poor people and people with lots of problems somehow deserved what they got because they sinned, and if you have money then that means God has blessed you. But then we know better.

We know that bad things happen to people who have done everything right. We know that whatever we do we cannot earn God’s blessing. We are blessed already for whatever we have in life. We are here. We are blessed. We teach our children that happiness is a choice not something we can purchase at the mall. Competing with the mall is what we must do if our faith will have children.

We have a marvelously diverse and faithful group at Grace Church. Many of us have weathered life’s storms and we come to church every Sunday smiling, happy to see others and with an unshakable confidence that ALL SHALL BE WELL. Fundamentally our faith is not about being perfect Episcopalians. It is not about perfection in liturgy or prayer or music. It is about sharing and passing it on.

Paul stood there in the public gathering place, the Aeropagus in Athens long ago. He connected their public pagan culture to the God of Israel who raised Jesus from the dead. Will we be bold enough to do this in our pagan culture? Will we be able to convey our faith to our children? Here are some things we can do.

Vacation Bible School – promote it, support it financially, volunteer for it, bring children to it

Sunday school – help out with it, bring children to it, teach or help the teachers

Youth group – help us build a top flight youth group over the next few years, support it financially, maybe you have a farm where we can do a hay ride, help get more teens involved

Nursery – help out by volunteering, support the nursery financially, bring more children here

Web site – if you have web skills, we need your help. It is time to get some new functions added for youth and Sunday school

Special events for children – We need to plan another fair or fall festival. We need to open up what we have for the community around us.

Grace Church has a lot to offer the youth in this community. Faith and the bible are not fixed things that do not change over time. They must be interpreted and reinterpreted in the context of every generation the same way Paul did in Athens that day. If you will roll up your sleeves, open your hearts and make room for our youth, then indeed our faith will have children.



Was blind but now I nee

The popular notion of responding to God’s call is that once you have some degree of clarity as to where God is calling you in your life, you land on Easy Street and everything will be just dandy. My personal experience runs completely the opposite direction. Once the family decision was made to pack up a former life of business and high technology in California and start a new life for all four of us plus the dog in a seminary apartment across the country in Massachusetts, we all had the usual concerns about a major relocation and life change, but we shared some sense of the finality of the decision. “This is it”, we thought, so we set our hearts and minds towards the east and a new future.

 Then in April 1995, six months prior to starting seminary in Cambridge Massachusetts, I was on a business trip to Boston when a previously undiagnosed tumor that had been in my left ear for nearly forty years ruptured through the eardrum. It was an incredibly scary time as we descended through medical diagnosis and eventually two lengthy surgeries. In recovery after the first surgery, the surgeon (a lapsed Episcopalian who started attending church after this operation) told me it was a “good thing the tumor made itself known when it did.” At the time I was unable to walk because my balance was so disrupted. I told him that I failed to see the good news in all this. He said, “It is good news because if we hadn’t removed the tumor now, you would have died from a brain infection your first six months of seminary.”

Life as I knew it before the surgery was now totally different. I was made a different person. While I had struggled with hearing and vision problems all my life, now I had a profound experience of difference. I cannot hear things the same way people with two ears do. That is why during announcements if you need to get my attention, wave your hand. I cannot tell where your voice is coming from.

Because we humans are sheep and because of our enormous desire for similarity, when human difference arises, we find ourselves uncomfortable and often we fail miserably at seeing the image of God, the divine spark, the face of Christ in that other person who is different. Through the small impediment that I acquired, I am able to experience at a very small level what it is like to be different. Of course I can always retreat to my position of “normal” bodily capabilities, social class, education and privilege.

But if you believe that God was there suffering with Jesus on the cross, and if you believe that God dwells in us and we abide in God, then you cannot escape the conclusion that God suffers with the poor and marginalized of this world AND that God’s demands for justice START with addressing the oppression of the poor. Jesus clearly tells us that the man born blind did not sin nor did his parents. As he challenged the Pharisees and legal systems of his day, Jesus clearly challenges us change our hearts and minds and do something to address the inequality, injustice and oppression of those who are different and suffer from our society as a result.

In other words, this is a direct appeal to change our hearts, to repent. But how?

1. By forging links of justice and evangelism – As long as a church community remains rooted in one social class they are blind to the inequities and injustices done to those on the margins. Furthermore, when the community consists of one social class, that community is incapable of seeing how their higher social position benefits from the injustice and oppression done to others. Our American culture values independence and individual achievement. These values perpetuate an illusion that runs counter to the teachings of Jesus. We are not independent. We are in fact enormously dependent upon one another. In other words, “All God’s children got to sing in the choir” and all the rest of us who are blind to their situation must listen to them – carefully. 2.

2. By solidarity – Those of us with education, jobs, retirement, and other social benefits have great difficulty coming in contact with and hearing the voice of the poor. Worldwide, those with disabilities tend to be the poorest of the poor. We are often uncomfortable with the poor. We find it hard to “read them” socially. We are unsure whether an individual is threatening or just messing with us. We are blind to the needs and concerns of the poor.

In spite of our discomfort, we MUST follow the example of Jesus who had intimate social interactions with the poorest of the poor. We must move our hearts from work like Habitat for Humanity where we do something FOR the poor to just sitting down, listening to them and incorporating them into our community.

3. By challenging our institutions – For example:

a. Where is God when our government and insurance companies refuse to pay for needs making it possible for the disabled to work? Where is God when we still have rampant discrimination against the disabled?

b. Where is God when the church refuses to admit people with disabilities as full members converting them instead to the object of an outreach ministry? The disabled and the poor are ministers in their own God-given right. We need to let them in.

c. Where is God when the church refuses to recognize God’s vocational call to ordination for a person with a disability because of presumptions about disabilities?

d. Where is God when our church recognizes the need for its buildings to be accessible and yet refuses to make the necessary changes for rectories [houses provided by the church for the clergy] to be accessible?

e. And finally, why do our bishops and those in high places constantly plea for justice in faraway lands when our dioceses and churches fail to meet the demands for justice right at home?

My friends we are all blind. Jesus calls us to turn around, make a change of heart, to repent. We must welcome those with disabilities and the poor into our community as full-fledged members. We are not called to fix them or their situation. We are called to listen to them, get to know them, and welcome them into Sunday school, the choir, the vestry, the altar guild, and every other corner of our church.

When we do that, we will join hands with the man born blind and with John Newton who wrote “Amazing Grace”, and we will sing once more that line with tears in our eyes – “I was blind but now I see.”



Antonius and Valerius

Narrator
The guards were selected by drawing lots from the local brigade.  The lots fell on Antonius and Valerius to take the watch from the ninth hour (about six pm) until daybreak.  The intense electrical storm had passed through the area an hour before but gathering clouds left a pattern of light and dark on the crowd as they headed to their homes for Sabbath celebrations.
Antonius
Greetings.  My name is Antonius.  I come from the borders of the empire in Gaul.  I will serve with you tonight.
Narrator
Greetings Antonius.  I am Valerius.  This has been a busy week with all the crowds here, the criminals, even a woman giving birth on the Temple steps.
Antonius
I am glad to get this extra work tonight.  My son at home is sick.  The Legion no longer pays for physicians for our families so I need extra money to send home.  Were you present for this last crucifixion?
Narrator
Yes, and this was the strangest event I have ever seen in my life.  The Centurion who commanded the crucifixion broke down at the end.  I have seen these guys lose their family in battle.  I have seen them lose fingers and even hands all without flinching or expression.  Yet when this Yeshua character finally died and the earthquake hit with lightning flashing all around, that battle hardened Centurion broke down getting down on his knees weeping and wailing that we had killed the son of a god.
Antonius
I saw the same thing and wondered why he would want to get himself in trouble that way.  After all, the emperor declares that he is the only Lord and Savior of us while the Jews maintain their god is the only god.  That Centurion is going to get himself in a heap of trouble with one or both of those groups.
Narrator
What do you think about all the miracle stories circulating around this Yeshua guy?  Do you think they really happened?  Was he a magician?
Antonius
You know Yeshua has a lot of competition.  Another guy here in Jerusalem named Hanina Ben Dosa performed a lot of miracles too, but he was never able to raise the dead like Yeshua could.
Narrator
I had some friends in Bethany who told me about Lazarus coming out of the tomb all wrapped in bandages.  The tomb reeked of death when they rolled the stone away and everybody laughed at Yeshua.  He looked like an idiot standing there telling Lazarus to come out.  But the joke was on us when Lazarus, still bandaged and smelling like a dead man, came out of that tomb.  The children ran to their mothers scared to death.
Antonius
[yawning]  I’ve got to stay awake.  Even after a long week the High Priest told us that we must be able to testify that we were awake at guard all night and that no one disturbed the tomb or the body.
Narrator
Well I could understand how you could stage the thing for Lazarus.  It wouldn’t be pleasant spending three days in a dark tomb wrapped in burial strips with a dead antelope in there for the smell effect, but how did Yeshua get across the lake that time?  Everyone saw his disciples leave in the boat.  Ten miles across the lake they saw the boat land and Yeshua was with them?  I just don’t understand how he did that!
Antonius
I’ve seen hundreds of crucifixions.  After a while you can really tell the character of a man hung up there on a cross hour after hour.  It’s too bad the good ones die with the bad.
Narrator
What do you mean by that?
Antonius
The worst ones are the ones who protest their innocence to the end.  They get nasty as the pain gets worse.  They curse everyone.  They spit.  Their behavior gets so bad you know they are up there for a good reason.
Then there are the ones put up there for political reasons or so the governor can make an example of them.  They suck it up and die a noble death.  It’s almost like they want to show the governor that they are better than he is  [whispering] (and maybe they are).
Narrator
The sunlight fades and dark purple clouds seem to descend even lower, enveloping the city of gold in a haze.
Antonius
[pause] But this Jeshua fellow was different than any of them.  I’ve never seen anyone flogged as badly as him, yet he never cried out.  He took that pain and made centurions look like babies.  He just kept looking ahead right at me, almost like he felt sorry for me.
Narrator
Usually they’re not beaten as badly so they can suffer even longer on the cross.  I saw one guy who took four days to die.  But with this being the Sabbath and Passover, the priests wanted him dead and off the cross before sundown.But the strangest thing happened to me when I was helping get his body off the cross.  We laid the cross back on the ground.  I Pulled the nails out and I grabbed his arms at the elbows to carry him.  He wasn’t dead, I swear to you.  He opened his eyes, looked at me for a moment, and while he exhaled one more time, I heard him say the word “mercy” to me.  I looked at him for I don’t know how long until the commander barked at us to get moving.
Antonius
You must have had a hard week.  No one survives a flogging, a crucifixion, a spearing, and removal from the cross.  Are you sure you’re OK?
Narrator
These men had spilled the blood of many others in close up hand to hand combat.  They had witnessed hundreds of deaths.  This one was different.
Antonius
You know it wasn’t right what we did.
Narrator
What?
Antonius
We let a good man die because of a crazy mob whipped up by the priests.  Even Pilate didn’t want him executed.
Narrator
I don’t know.  I feel different now.  I used to think I would stay in the Legion forever, but now I am going to do something different when I finish my duty.  I can’t get this guy out of my head.  The way he looked at me with no pain or anger in his face, only sadness, even pity.  And then he said “God have mercy on you.”  I just feel different now.
Antonius
We all did it.  We all crucified him; the mob, the priests, Pilate, the soldiers, the women, all of us.  And then he looked at us and for one instant we understood the truth about ourselves.  And now …


The Uncomfortable Truth of the Cross

This Journey to Easter is a wonderful event for our community and I am honored to be here. When, after all, does a bald white Episcopalian get to preach in a black Baptist Church? Now you all can say “Amen” and whatever, since my church is just now learning how to do that. Since you all might not know each other please take a minute to turn to someone you don’t know and welcome them here. Tell them “I am glad you are here.”

 At this stage in our journey to Easter we need to come to grips with two things:

1. The true nature of the cross

2. How we use the cross to cause harm to others

Although the cross is mentioned a number of times in the Bible, we tend to glorify the cross thinking of it as the image of our salvation. We sing hymns to “Lift High the Cross”, calling it the “glorious tree.” In Holy Week many churches leave a plain wooden cross in the sanctuary and then on Easter cover it with flowers symbolizing the resurrection.

But I have always been uncomfortable with this language and the flowers-on-the-cross practice. It obscures the original purpose, violence and brutality of the cross. The flowers of resurrection literally hide the true nature of the cross from our eyes. Do we cover it over and sing nice hymns to it in order to submerge the uncomfortable truth of the cross from our tender hearts?

The cross was an ancient means of public execution and humiliation practiced by the Romans and other cultures of the ancient Near East. It was a public display so that the victim would become an example for others not to follow in that path. Without breaking their legs, victims often hung on the cross for days before drawing their last breath. As we walk the final steps of our journey in Holy Week and we contemplate the agony that Jesus suffered, it might be helpful for us to get rid of all language and all images of the cross of glory, substituting them with what the cross really is – a violent, brutal means of execution.

So the next time you sing “Lift High the Cross,” you should make a substitution. Try singing “Lift High the Electric Chair.” … That’s right. “Lift High the Electric Chair” It makes it hard to think of the glory of the electric chair or the electric chair as a symbol of our salvation doesn’t it?

But that gets us around to the second concern – how we sometimes use the cross to cause harm to others. In my twelve years as a priest and pastor, I cannot tell you the number of times people from other churches have come to my church for counseling. I will never forget the woman who came to my office with bruises on her face saying that the pastor of her church told her that she should submit to her husband and endure the pain because Jesus suffered on the cross for her.

Yes, Jesus suffered a violent, brutal agonizing death on the cross. You can take that fact home with you. No one will dispute it. But in spite of our good intentions, can we stop causing more pain in the name of the cross. One act of violence is enough.



Do this in remembrance of me – reminders from Jesus

In Paul’s letter to the Corinthians tonight we hear the same words of our Eucharistic prayer. We are comforted knowing that in some measure we are doing what Paul’s church at Corinth, along with millions of Christians for two thousand years, have been celebrating with the same commandment from the Bible. But what we miss in this snippet of scripture is the important context for these words. We will return to the context in a minute, but first we need to talk about natural systems in contrast to man-made systems.

Take a walk in a National Forest or somewhere that is mostly free from the human influence. Look at the plants around you. What you will find is a riot of diversity with lots of different kinds of plants blooming at different times and providing all kinds of valuable services to the forest community. This is nature the way God created the earth.

Now take a walk in a soybean field or even a pasture. You will find only one kind of plant or maybe just a few. The diversity of insects and animals and wide array of plants that were originally there are now gone. The field serves one purpose only: to provide food for humans or livestock. I am not making any moral or value judgments between these two examples. One is not necessarily better or worse than the other. Yet, our agriculture and landscape reflects what comes naturally to human nature while the diversity in the forest reflects one aspect of the nature of God.

Humans just don’t like change or difference. That is why most of us are so comfortable with our jobs, homes, families, and what seems to be a stable lifestyle. It is settling to us and comfortable. Imagine how stressful it would be to move every two or three years and start over with new friends in a new community. A few of you have done it, but most of us would be terrified by the prospect. We like to be rooted in one place. We like to have a universe that is (or at least appears to us) to be nice and stable.

That is why major weather events, earthquakes, tsunamis, and hurricanes get so much attention in the news. They disrupt our desire for stability. Social change can be equally unsettling. Lottery winners report that they often feel shunned by other people with great wealth. They do not share or speak the same social language and customs. In the same way, once thriving Episcopal parishes in California have imploded in a decade when the surrounding neighborhood becomes all Asian. The challenge to them was not lack of people to attend the church. The challenge was their comfort with social differences.

And that gets us around to the context for Paul’s letter to the Corinthian church. Just ahead of the reading we just heard, Paul criticizes the Corinthian church for the manner in which they celebrated the Eucharist. The Corinthians were allowing social divisions within their culture to shape the way they celebrated communion. Paul was not a happy camper.

In the ancient world of the first century Roman Empire, social stratification was extremely strong throughout the empire. In a glance, people could determine social status on the basis of dress, transportation, servants, food, accent, housing, and so forth. It was common in a meal setting for the host to intentionally serve larger portions and better food and wine to people of higher social status. It was an accepted custom.

Paul believes the Corinthians dragging their social customs into the Eucharist compromised the Good News and everything their faith stood for. Two verses before our text tonight, he notes that “in eating, each one goes ahead with his own meal, and one is hungry and another is drunk.”

Like the California churches that failed to grow when their neighborhood changed, we too are faced with a changing town and neighborhood. Grace Church is one of the more loving, open, and socially accepting parishes I have had the privilege to serve. I also believe that God is calling us to open up even more.

“Do this in remembrance of me” is a kind of reminder note from Jesus. “Do this” means to feed 5,000 people without distinction. On the field that day were rich people, poor people, criminals, saints, prostitutes, beggars, bankers, lawyers, farmers, merchants, and fishermen. Jesus made no distinction between them. He just fed them. He also sat down for meals with the most hated people in his society – tax collectors, prostitutes, and gentiles.

We have plenty of people around us who really do not know the Good News that we proclaim so well at Grace Church. When we “do this in remembrance of Jesus”, our challenge is to get those in the wider community to sit down with us, have a meal together, and enjoy how God has made us better because of our new connections.

After all, God’s love is really about who we are connected to.



Barabbas gets a free pass

In seminary I once made a spreadsheet of all the different doctrines of atonement. I wanted to trace the history and development of the idea that Christ’s death on the cross atones for the sins we commit as baptized Christians. After spending a good deal of time studying this vast amount of theology, I must confess to you that I remain as confused and even skeptical about the “atoning sacrifice of Christ” as I did that day in seminary in 1997. For me the focus all seemed misdirected. Theologians want to ask what Christ’s sacrifice does for baptized Christians. I want to ask the opposite question: What are we going to do once we know about Christ’s sacrifice?

The Book of Acts records that the earliest followers of “The Way” (the original name for followers of Jesus) believed that Christ would come again within their lifetime. They pooled their money and possessions and lived in common with great anticipation of Christ’s second coming. The only problem was Christ did not return during their lifetime. This led to two schools of thought:

1. We’d better get serious about this Christian living business because it looks like we’re in it for the long haul.

2. Let’s just eat, drink, and be merry, for who knows when Christ will return to judge us.

The second behavior comes NOT from a sense of end-of-the-world fatalism but amazingly from a sense of outrage. One could argue that the crowd calling for Jesus’ crucifixion can be forgiven because they were ignorant. But I would argue that they called for his crucifixion NOT because they were ignorant, but they called for his crucifixion deliberately because they knew that this Jesus really was the Messiah. They had seen the miracles. They had heard his teaching. They knew friends who had witnessed signs. They were eager to welcome him into Jerusalem as their new king on Palm Sunday. Then on Friday that same welcoming group joined the all too human mob and called for his execution.

We are not very different. We know that Jesus is the Messiah and Lord of all, and yet we live our lives just like his killers. We stand with one foot in faith and one foot in our humanity. “HOW can there be a God who does not want us to suffer when God’s own son is tortured and executed?” “HOW can there be a God who does not want suffering in the world when in fact there IS so much suffering all around us?” “HOW, HOW, HOW?” we shout at the wind outraged by the silence.

How can we humans, as weak and vulnerable as we are, be expected to trust a God that seems to allow such suffering? The outrage at the inability of anyone to give a reasonable answer fuels the desire to just eat, drink, and be merry because there may be no tomorrow.

In the 1300s during the worst of the plagues in Europe, the people watched helplessly while 30 to 80% of their families and friends died horribly from the Black Death. They were understandably frightened and outraged. They blamed God. They lashed out. In some villages the priests were hanged, since if the villagers could not put God in the gallows, they could at least put his representatives there.  Yes, outrage at God leads to violence.

But there is some odd irony in the crucifixion of Jesus and the two criminals. It is Passover, and by custom Pilate can release a prisoner from his sentence at the will of the crowd. “Whom do you want to crucify?” he asks. “Barabbas, or Jesus who is called the Messiah?”

Now this crowd wasn’t witness to the kind of unimaginable suffering of the European plague, but like us they did stand there with one foot in hope that what they saw in Jesus was real, and one foot in their squalid humanity. They acted like sheep in a thunderstorm, like any of us would act. They followed the mob rule of the crowd and they called out “Crucify him.”

Pilate wanted to get rid of the troublemaker Barabbas, but the crowd called to release him. Pilate could not find any charges to stick against Jesus, but the crowd called to crucify him. Barabbas did nothing to deserve his release; in fact he probably deserved the punishment set for him. But he got a free pass that day.

And so did we.



Forgiveness of Sins

To be baptized means simply to be immersed. The original baptisms by John took place in a river where the person being baptized would be fully immersed under the water three times into the name of the Father, Son. and Holy Spirit. Coming up out of the water each time symbolized rebirth and new life. Like so much about church this splendid ritual of gathering by the river and really dunking people gradually morphed over time so we simply sprinkle some water on the forehead of the one being baptized. By minimizing the real thing we are saying sprinkling is enough. It’s symbolic anyway.

To be baptized INTO the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit comes from the idea that the very name of the Trinity carries power. We have a vestige of that notion in our legal system today where someone may speak on behalf of another person. But what is the power of that name?

Turn to page 308 [of the Book of Common Prayer] and look at the prayer after baptism. “Heavenly Father, we thank you that by water and the Holy Spirit you have bestowed upon your servant the forgiveness of sin…” I do not think the wording there is a mistake. It is intentionally ambiguous.

The common interpretation of baptism is that OUR sins are forgiven by God. But we are made in God’s image. We are given the powers that Jesus’ disciples had, and in fact Jesus tells us he gives us GREATER powers than the disciples. One of those powers is forgiveness of sin.

There is so much pain and suffering and violence in the world at every level. From the intimate sphere of family life to our jobs and local communities, all the way to our nation and the world. You cannot drive down the street without encountering an aggressive driver. You cannot go to work or school without finding a bully somewhere. And you cannot turn on the news without hearing about bombs and bullets somewhere in the world.

The way of the world is to solve conflict by just having a bigger stick. The biggest guy with the biggest club wins the battle. But that is not what Jesus teaches. God may forgive our sins, but do we and so are we able to forgive the offenses others have done to us?

Many times in counseling I encounter people who say they are unable to forgive the parent for their alcoholism or their abuse, or they cannot forgive the betrayal of the ex-spouse, or they cannot forgive the colleague at work who gossiped and told lies. But if God has the ability to forgive sins and we are given the power to forgive sins in baptism, why do we say we are not able to forgive? In the Lord’s Prayer we ask God to forgive our wrongdoings in the same way as we forgive others.

Forgiveness is not an ability we are given, it is a choice we make. The only difference we will make in this world as Christians is how we forgive others who have wronged us. We will relieve the suffering in the world one wrong at a time.

So get out there and do the hard work of forgiveness. You may not reconcile with everyone, and that is not the point. When you forgive those who have wronged you, your heart will change and you will be much closer to God.



It’s about choice

Isn’t it a bit ironic that evangelical Protestant churches which formed in opposition to Roman Catholicism today invite the public during Easter week and even on Easter Sunday to view dramatic Passion Plays whose origins come from the medieval Roman Catholic Church?

Every ten years you can travel to the small town of Oberammergau, Germany to experience the seven hour Passion Play. During one of the later infestations of the bubonic plague in the 1600s, the villagers vowed that if God spared them from the plague they would produce a play every ten years depicting the life and death of Jesus. Right after their collective vow, the local death rate rose and then fell sharply within a few months. The people of the village believed that God had spared them and set them aside for their sacred duty, and they kept their end of the bargain with the first play staged in 1634.

Even though this sounds like a very old, novel development, passion plays and Easter plays had been staged throughout Europe for over four hundred years before the first Oberammergau production. The plays developed slowly as an offshoot of the Latin liturgy and were hugely successful at teaching people the basics of the scripture for Holy Week. Over time, dramatic elements were introduced for entertainment value that had no basis in scripture. Eventually the plays would be moved outside of the church liturgy due to their length and production requirements.

In this season of Lent and Holy Week you have experienced some forms of drama introduced into our liturgy. There’s nothing wrong with that, provided we color our drama inside some well accepted lines: Drama in church should support the Word of God rather than supplant it. Drama in church should draw the congregation closer to sacred mystery of God in Christ Jesus rather than providing gee-whiz entertainment. And drama in church should stir up questions in you rather than spoon feeding answers.

These guidelines are why you will never find me clipping off rounds from my 12 gauge shotgun during a sermon nor will I surprise you by walking up the aisle disguised as a homeless person and then deliver the sermon while casting off the homeless disguise. These guidelines are why Grace Church will not, on my watch, stage big Easter plays as entertainment for the masses during Holy Week or on Sunday. Too much of our society wants the benefits of the resurrection, forgiveness of sins, and cheap grace without having to do the work or shoulder the responsibilities of the journey during Holy Week. To sum it up, “No cross, no glory.”

You can’t get to Easter without going through Good Friday. There is no shortcut to the life of faith.

During Holy Week we go on a roller coaster ride of emotions because that gives us just a tiny window into what Jesus surely experienced riding into Jerusalem crowned as a king and within five days crowned with thorns and hung on a cross. Drama does work by inviting us to connect our human experiences with that of the actors. What human experiences do we connect with Jesus during Holy Week? Consider these:

Acclaim followed by betrayal – How many of you have had stellar job performance reviews only to be laid off or fired due to office politics? How many of you have had an ex-spouse where love seemed to bloom one month and betrayal followed soon after?

Hope followed by abandonment – Have you ever gone into a new job or a new community or a new set of friends only to find that when trouble comes you were left all alone? Have you ever been actually lost in the wilderness somewhere? Have you ever had a friend whose moral decision surprised you and left you with the choice to either jump in the gutter with them or leave them?

Shock and awe – Have you ever witnessed a miraculous recovery from near death or serious harm? Have you ever seen an addict turn their life around and get sober? Have you ever seen a person turn from an angry, rage-filled life into a life of gratitude and praise? Have you ever seen real forgiveness and mercy at work?

These are the real human experiences of Holy Week. We just want to bring enough drama into our liturgy so that you can connect your own life experiences with Jesus. You are expected to do some work and in the process you will not be filled with answers to pie in the sky questions. Instead you will be filled more questions drawing you deeper and deeper into the mystery of God’s work in you.

If God is all-powerful, why did God allow Jesus to suffer through the pain and humiliation of the cross? If God is all powerful, why did God allow me or my spouse or my child to suffer a dreadful situation?

God created us in God’s image. God created Jesus and human beings with the ability to choose. Jesus chose to triumph over suffering and death. Through your baptism you are given the same choice. What will you choose?



What if it really is all true?

One important aspect of the life of Jesus is that for every miracle performed in the Old Testament, Jesus does the same thing in his life only bigger or better. Elijah feeds the widow for eight days, Jesus feeds 5,000. Moses parts the Red Sea, Jesus walks on the sea. It is just like that line from the old musical, “Anything he can do I can do better.” Or “Anything Moses does Jesus does better.” Here we see again that Moses goes up to Mount Sinai where the appearance of the Lord was like a devouring fire on top of the mountain. Moses would stay there 40 days, and he would return to his people transfigured.

As perfectly modern people, we can lean on science to help us debunk the miracles of the Bible. Walk on water? Nonsense. Raised from the dead? Preposterous! Feed 4,000 in the desert? Are you out of your mind? Turn dazzling white and talk to two guys who have been dead more than a 1,000 years? What have you been smokin’?

Thomas Jefferson felt exactly this way. His response was to take the Bible and cut out what he considered the “authentic words and teachings of Jesus.” The Jesus of the Jefferson Bible is nothing more than a “mild humanitarian moralizer” who was executed as a criminal by the Romans. The Jesus of rational thought is about as close to the real thing as the life sized cardboard cutouts of celebrities where we stand next to them and have our photographs taken.

Going back to the story, the elements of magic pile on so much here that it is impossible for a modern reader to take them seriously: the dazzling white robes, the appearance of Moses and Elijah, Jesus talking to them, the glowing cloud on the mountaintop, the voice of God from the cloud… Who could actually believe that all this happened?

Atheist writers these days are making quite a bit of money claiming that this whole Bible and religion thing is all just fiction that is too bizarre to take seriously. A recent book title says it all for this side: Irreligion: A Mathematician Explains Why the Arguments for God Just Don’t Add Up.

Some writers in the ancient world held an equal disdain. In his Life of Nero, late first century author Suetonius described Christians as “a set of men adhering to a novel and mischievous superstition.” About the same period, the writer Tacitus took jabs at Christian belief as “pernicious superstitions.” Finally a second century governor in what is now Turkey complained to the Emperor Trajan about his efforts to prosecute Christians. “I judged it so much the more necessary to extract the real truth, with the assistance of torture, from two female slaves serving as deaconesses, but I could discover nothing more than depraved and excessive superstition.”

(A little aside here: One large denomination maintains that only males can be ordained yet here is a letter from a non Christian in the second century talking about female deacons. Hmmm…)

So here is my confession: I have been a scientist for more years than I have been a priest. Over the years I have tried to whittle down the mysteries and miracles. I have blended creative use of science with the literary devices of myth and metaphor. I find it breathtaking to consider the transfiguration might have happened just the way it is described.

C. S. Lewis noted that we should acknowledge those aspects of Christianity that we find obscure, difficult, or repulsive. When we own those things, we are less likely to “skip, slur, or ignore what we find disagreeable.” Even Harvey Cox, in his book When Jesus Comes to Harvard, warns us against whittling down the sweeping vision of Christian belief into something manageable and lackluster.

Consider the writers of the Gospel. In a time when being Christian was dicey at best and often life-threatening, why would the Gospel writers falsify a story that could easily be refuted? Why would they risk their cause knowing that outrageous claims would cause them harm financially, socially, politically, and even physically? No matter how bizarre the transfiguration may seem to us, would Peter, James, and John all have denied or downplayed the experience they had?

I can tell you that one of the humbling aspects of modern science is that for all of its accomplishments, physics and mathematics only have credible theories to account for about 1% of the known universe. You don’t hear much about this from the popular atheist writers. It might weaken their case and diminish their income. So in the 99% of the universe that we know nothing about, might there be room for realities we do not yet understand?

The important point here is not science versus religion. It is whether we can accept the breathtaking truth of these accounts. Can we allow the unsettling nature of the transfiguration to work on us? What if it really is all true? Can we accept a Jesus walking across the lake to us? Can we go up the mountain with him and meet long dead prophets? Can we begin to believe in the power of this Jesus so much that we can do similar things?

When we grow in faith to accept these things the way Peter, James, and John did, then we too will become like that burning bush Moses encountered. Scripture says it was on fire but it was not consumed by the fire. May this Gospel set you on fire, too.



Who do you belong to?

Years before we went to seminary, my family attended a little Episcopal Church in San Jose California. The deacon there was a woman with a wicked sense of humor. She helped the rector impose ashes on Ash Wednesday. We were all there kneeling at the altar rail in this modern church in the round. As many of you have recently experienced, the priest or deacon comes by and makes a sign of the cross with ashes on your forehead. In my case the deacon steps in front of me, sees this vast expanse of real estate in front of her, and with a devilish grin she makes a giant ashen cross from one end of my bald head to the other as she says, “Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return.”

If you are baptized, then you have been sealed by the Holy Spirit in baptism and marked as Christ’s own forever. That smudge on your forehead on Ash Wednesday is a reminder that you belong to God. It is a re-mark of your identity.

Jesus goes into the desert after his baptism. He too has been marked, but at this stage of his journey, his very identity will be called into question. The devil begins his tempting with the challenge, “If you are the son of God, turn these stones into bread.” Jesus we know was fully human. Yes, at his baptism God declares, “This is my son, listen to him”. But do you suppose that Jesus may have some doubt about his identity at this point? Doubt is part of the human condition, and the devil offers Jesus a bargain: turn these stone into bread, jump off the roof of the temple, and you will never doubt again.

Jesus refuses the devil’s bargain not by acknowledging his power but by acknowledging his dependence upon God. “One does not live by bread alone, but by every word which comes from the mouth of God.” Jesus does not respond to the devil by telling who he is. Instead he declares his dependency on the Word of God.

By declaring his dependence upon God’s Word, Jesus is also declaring he is fully human. At the core of every human being is a hole. We are all incomplete. We lack in fundamental ways. Many people foolishly try to fill up that hole with things such as wealth and power, and even various forms of addiction. Adam and Eve tried to fill their own hole with the fruit of knowledge. No matter what we try to put in that hole, the emptiness remains and we fear the dark loneliness that overtakes us.

French philosopher Blaise Pascal remarked that a fundamental characteristic of being human is to have a “God-shaped hole” in our selves. Christian life does not guarantee that your emptiness will be filled up with God. In fact that is just another kind of addiction. Christian life is not about getting beyond our finite limitations. It is about declaring our utter dependence upon God, just like Jesus did. Living not by bread alone but by God’s Word eventually brings us to the knowledge that God’s grace is all we need.

There is a troubling notion about God’s Word here that needs to be tackled. Most of us would agree that the Bible is the Word of God. Most of us would agree that as Christians we should always try to obey what is in the Bible. We would also agree that Jesus is the son of God and Jesus obeys God’s Word.

Yet right here in the fourth chapter of Matthew we have scripture being tossed at Jesus. Instead of obeying God’s Word that is given to him, Jesus disobeys and counters with another piece of scripture. Those who claim the Bible is the inerrant word of God that must be obeyed will have trouble with this passage.

God’s Word is much more than the umpteenth translation of a two thousand year old text on a page. God’s Word gives you life and breath; it animates your soul; it makes the universe run; it was present before the beginning of creation; it is true and if we reduce it to strictly text on a page or spoken words, it will be misused. Obviously God’s word reduced to spoken language can be used for evil purposes as the devil is trying to do with Jesus and as many well-intentioned people continue to misuse God’s Word today.

God’s Word depends upon who the speaker is, who the hearer is, their intentions, motivations, and in general the context. We ignore the broad sweep of the Bible, the history, the language, and the sociology of the ancient times at the peril of our very souls. To ignore the Bible along these lines is to rip the text free of its context. Once we do this we can assign almost any meaning or interpretation we want to the text. This process is going on in churches all over town right this minute.

This passage is not a “Jesus outsmarted the devil again” text. Nor is Lent about giving up chocolate or alcohol or whatever your thing may be. It’s all about identity.

Can you turn down a $100M winning lottery ticket and acknowledge your complete dependency upon God’s Word? Can you spend the next forty days accepting the fact that you cannot fill up that empty thing inside you?

The Gospel promises us that Jesus who is “with us always even to the end of the age” has gone before us. He has gone into the most God-forsaken places of the wilderness; he overcomes the most difficult tests of being human; he endures the worst possible pain in an agonizing death. He is human. He is one of us.

Sometimes life deals us a hand we do not want to play. We may get a card that says “betrayal” or “loss of job” or “cancer” or “car accident” or “loss of loved one” or “loneliness” or even “lost.” There is not one of these cards that Jesus has not had first ,and we are assured that he will be with us every step of the way.

So the question is not who Jesus is or even who you are. The question is “Who do you belong to?”